Confidence

I strongly wished I might have a bright future,but now I strongly wish I can create my future.
It's a brand-new start 4 me in year2007 so I decide to try harder & harder and go toward my way as continuum.I realize english learning has become more difficult ,so maybe I'll find some shelters to hide myself,however,I know I won't.I remember clearly what I promised just like happened yesterday.Hey,I'm gonna America whether waiting can be long or sudden.I take 4 granted that I will keep my promise.
Sometimes I'm able to find sth reliable,such as my top score of an fuck'in,boring exam,but I really made it and it proved I had the ability.Don't count on the god,he can protect u in mind instead of in life.People who are confused need to be confident by every tiny things.Collect them!
Someone doubt why I used"ur merit"as my blogger nick name,it's strange even ridiculous.The only main reason is to prove I've the merit to convince u and the merit is that from my confidence.
Simon told me we gay need to be confident to ler others who laugh at ourselves laugh at themselves,it's absolutely true.More smile,more patience will make those bigots kissing our ass!To the outrageous,fuck your rears without condoms,haha.